May 9, 2015

Hello..

First post for the year of 2015. After so many years. Writing, chanting, ranting on my blog. And yeah, old posts has been deleted a long time ago. Bcoz I realize that all of the old posts is all about people. People who left. What's cool in that? Neehhh, nothing. I could bang my head in the wall if I keep re-reading old stories. Stupid naive me. 

Okay move on, its not like the world is going to end. Aite? Lemme tell you a story..

"There this one young girl who falls in love with a guy, not an ordinary guy. S guy whom every girl would have dated with. She was so happy that everytime she thought of him, she got the feeling of he is the one. Bcoz he is the one who makes her happy, but at the same time she doesn't knew what the guy thinks. Did he love her the same as she did? Or maybe more? Or maybe less? She got dilemmas. She become anxious. Tried anything in her power to see the real him. Couple of years passed, she still got that butterflies. Everytime, everyday, but what if he didn't feel the same way? What if everything is a lust? Would she keep on holding on? Or maybe she should just let go and move on? She cried. Bcoz even the thoughts of losing him scares her a lot. All of her doubts keeps on controlling her. She can't. She can't bear the pain of not knowing. So this one particular day, she came up with this one plan. More likely a test. She said, if its the only way, then she wouldn't regret taking the shots. Half of heart feels like, an atomic bomb. Waiting to explode."

To be continued...

Okay. Enough with the first quarter of the stories. Will continue updating on what happen to the girl. ITS JUST A STORY. A story with thousands of possible endings. Since I'm the one creating the stories, then I'll take time on thinking what's the ending gonna be like. So yeah, gonna write soon. Blogging on the go, woohooo. I don't even need a laptop.

Ok bye lovelies.